Just Something I Set Down
Winter has a way of narrowing the world.
The view out the window grows smaller. Daylight slips away early, like it has someplace else to be. Air sharpens, carrying that clean, honest cold that wakes you up if you let it.
I noticed that this week while sitting in my rocking chair by the bedroom window, tea cooling nearby because I had forgotten to drink it, as usual. The predicted snow had come in overnight — the kind that smooths everything over and makes the world look newly ironed. No tracks yet. No hurry. Just quiet.
A flash of red landed briefly in the bare branches across the way — a cardinal, bright as a dropped mitten against the snow. He stayed just long enough to make his point, then moved on.
A flicker of motion caught my eye.
A red-headed woodpecker worked his way up and down the branches of the honey locust outside my window, tapping, pausing, tapping again, as if checking a long list of winter responsibilities. His bright head flashed against the pale morning, all business and purpose.
Below him, the mourning doves were already at work.
They are always there — steady, unassuming, moving along the ground beneath the feeders just as they always do. While other birds dart and flutter, the doves walk rather than hop, heads bobbing gently, as if keeping time to a tune only they can hear.
Near the base of the feeder, the chipmunk made a brief appearance — a quick inspection, a pause, and then gone again, carrying on as if winter were merely an inconvenience.
The feeder itself soon filled — sparrows first, then juncos in their tidy grey coats, and finally the chickadees, darting in and out as if late for an appointment. It swayed slightly with their comings and goings, a small sign of life in an otherwise still morning.
Later, it was time to bundle up and take my little chihuahua outside. She approached the snow with caution, as if it might suddenly do something unexpected, then set about her business with dignity intact. I lingered longer than necessary after we finished, breathing in the winter air. I have always loved this season — the way it clears things out, the way it feels honest and bracing, the way it asks you to be present and alive.
But winter asks a lot of us. Patience, for one. A willingness to slow down whether we want to or not. Sometimes it asks us to stay put, to wait things out, to trust that what looks dormant is not finished — only resting.
And in return, winter offers these quiet gifts — a cardinal passing through, a determined woodpecker at work, the steady presence of mourning doves beneath the feeder, the clean breath of cold air that fills your lungs and reminds you that you are still very much here.
The world, it seems, has not stopped. It has simply lowered its voice.
Somewhere nearby, a bird called out — sharp and clear — and for a moment it felt like an answer, though I had not asked a question.
Winter will pass. It always does. But while it is here, it offers this small, steady reassurance — life continues, quietly and faithfully, right outside the window.
Sometimes, that is more than enough.
We need only look.
— Jim (and Red!)
James Milson - The Writing Pages 